An Abrupt Interruption


I know that we live in a world where we have freedom of choice. In 2008 I was asked to have an abortion because the individual did not have the patience for another child(although there were 4 pregnancies after but not by me).

I agreed to proceed with aborting my baby which would have been 9 years old not fully realizing the effect that it would cause. Not realizing the mental break that would take place. The absence of life within myself.
1st thought::::I now understand that an abortion is an abrupt interruption of life before life began…I AM a MURDER.

That moment when the tRuth was revealed… when I realized I had been aborting assignments ALL my life. The essence of what God has placed inside of me is life. A life that breeds purpose beyond belief and when I forfeit that I am performing an abortion all over again. I am abruptly murdering the life that God has placed in me and in order to move from that place I have to repent for being a murderer. I have to forgive me. I have push through and pass.